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"An album about losing and being lost, denial and acceptance, running away and moving on, and fleeting motions of one's soul that give a push to something much bigger." - DoNotCrossP

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released February 25, 2016

music: DoNotCrossP
rendering: Xue (3)
cover art: DoNotCrossP

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Track Name: Here
Miriam:

So tell me, what do you fear the most?
Losing someone or getting lost, or both?
In the middle of nowhere you're dissolving
I am here, I am here, so please

Don't let go
Let me be
There with you one last time
Don't let go
Stay with me
For a little while
Oh

Honey
You know how hard it is to leave
To disappear
Honey
You know, this overwhelming grief
It will always be here

So tell me, who do I have to blame?
There's no return, it will never be the same
I know I've lost you long ago
Don't go
This denial is all I've got

I'm still here
Hanging on
Keeping it together
I'm still here
Even though
You are here no more
But

Honey
You know it's hard to disappear
To say goodbye
Honey
You know, this overbearing fear
Is always on my mind

I'm so weak
Unprepared
I simply cannot take it
Why can't we just pretend
That nothing ever happened
And I have to move on
There's nothing left for me here
I have to let go

But

Honey
You know it's hard to disappear
To say goodbye
Honey
You know, this overbearing fear
With me forever
Honey
You know how hard it is to leave
To disappear
Honey
You know, this overwhelming grief
It will always be here

It will always be here

It will always be here

It will always be here

I will always be here
Track Name: Nightscape Runner
Maika:

Расплывается в дымке город тихий ночной
(Blurring in haze, quiet night city)
Незнакомые улицы под бледной луной
(Unfamiliar streets under pale moon)
Где-то должен быть выход, но чем дальше бегу я
Тем сильней теряюсь
(There must be a way out here somewhere but the farther I run the more I'm lost)
Позабыты дороги, перекрыты пути
(Paths forgotten, routes cut off)
От чего я бежала, что пыталась найти
(From what did I run, what was I trying to find?)
Как же так получилось, как могло это произойти?
(How did it come to this, how could it happen?)

Все дальше, все ближе
(Farther, closer)
Огни, звезды, крыши
(Lights, stars, roofs)
Проносятся мимо
И тают в ночи
(Flying by and dissolving in the night)
Как сон, наваждение
(Like a dream, a delusion)
В каком направлении
Та дверь, от которой
В кармане ключи?
(In which direction is that door the keys in my pocket are for?)

Насмехается в дымке город тихий ночной
(Sneering in haze, quiet night city)
Я устала, мне страшно, я хочу лишь домой
(I'm tired, I'm scared, I only want to go home)
Но надежда вернуться тает с каждой секундой
(But my hope to go back is fading away with each second)
Как же это глупо
(How foolish)
Позабыты дороги, перекрыты пути
(Paths forgotten, routes cut off)
Я хотела исчезнуть, я хотела уйти
(I wanted to disappear, I wanted to go away)
Это было ошибкой, это было ошибкой, прости
(It was a mistake, it was a mistake, I'm sorry)

Так больно дышать мне
Так трудно бежать мне
(It hurts to breathe, it's hard to run)
Но остановиться
Нельзя ни на миг
(But I can't stop even for a moment)
Все дальше, все выше
(Farther, higher)
Пусть кто-то услышит
Мой сорванный голос
О помощи крик
(Let anybody hear my strained voice, a cry for help)

Все дальше, все ближе
(Farther, closer)
Огни, звезды, крыши
(Lights, stars, roofs)
Проносятся мимо
И тают в ночи
(Flying by and dissolving in the night)
Как сон, наваждение
(Like a dream, a delusion)
В каком направлении
Та дверь, от которой
В кармане ключи?
(In which direction is that door the keys in my pocket are for?)
Track Name: Snowdrop
Gumi:

Warmth of the world
Leaving me slowly
A single word
I can't say
I don't know what there is left to say

Ah, falling down
Ah, falling down

World was so kind
World was so honest
Now in my mind
Something is broken and I feel the freezing wind

Ah, falling down
Ah, slowly falling down

I can't see, I can't see, I can't see, I don't feel
Don't tell me, don't tell me, don't tell me it's for real
Don't touch me, don't touch me, I don't want to return
To this world, to this world where a snowflake can burn

Vulnerable, cold
Snowdrop in your hand
I see and understand
But won't show it
No one in this world
No one in this life
Nothing I can do
I am falling
Waiting for the warmth
Clinging to the warmth
I want to believe in it, should I?
Looking for the warmth
In this freezing world
Maybe it's no use, yet I still try

Once upon a time
I became aware
That the world is cruel and violent
So I ran away to my secret place
I am safe in here, numb and silent
Track Name: Last Stop
Miriam:

The signal of my dying phone
Is weaker, weaker
The silent roar of the engine is
Lulling me to sleep
The city lights are far behind
They flicker, flicker
As if whispering something at my leave

All alone
In this empty bus with no destination
I go
I care no more

The last stop
The end of my way
The last stop
The end of the line
No regret
Nothing left
No more feelings to hide
The last stop
Of one little life

There might be something I forgot
Someone I upset
But there is nothing I can do to ease this throbbing pain
With all the feelings unexplained
With all words unsaid
I leave for somewhere far and far away

All along
There was something in this world
So sad and wrong
I don't care anymore

The last stop
The end of my way
The last stop
The end of the line
No regret
Nothing left
No more feelings to hide
The last stop
Of one little life

The last stop
I run far away
The last stop
Dissolve in the night
It's okay, it's okay
I am now out of sight
The last stop
Of this useless fight

I won't go back
I can't go back
To all the things
That I left behind
While world is fading
Into black
I'm whispering
That I'll be alright
I will forget
Will now forget
All good and bad
That happened to me
It is the end
Maybe the end
But now at least
I'm finally free
Track Name: No-Return Coordinates
Miriam:

Eyes closed
It's over now
Too late to cry
Over something that should have gone right
We lost
We're going down
This life, that life
Now I see that wasn't worth the fight

I
Hold my breath
Take a dive
Goodbye

Even though I know I can't forget about this time
Promising that I will not regret, I am leaving it all behind

My eyes
Are open wide
Too soon, too hard
Force of nature that threw us apart
These lies
This isn't right
I'm just so tired
And with so many bruises in my heart

I
Can't go back
Not this time
Good bye

Even though I know I can't forget about this time
Promising that I will not regret, I am leaving it all behind

This existence never happened, it was just something I saw on TV
It's ok, I will get better, no other choices were given to me
Anchor point that held me stable is lost in time and space
No return
Erased

Even though I know I can't forget about this time
Promising that I will not regret, I am leaving it all behind
I won't hesitate
I'll be just fine
Starting from anew, with a clean slate
I am leaving it all behind
Track Name: Snow-a-by (Miriam ver.)
Miriam:

Tonight it feels so cold
As if the entire world
Gave up on you and now you're on your own
All alone

Tonight you cannot sleep
The sky is so dark and deep
And yet there's silent life within
So faint and fragile

Snow is falling gently down
Slowly healing, softly lulling
All that was lost will be found
Will be found

Snow is coating frozen ground
Pain is fading, nightmares dulling
Snow will keep you safe and sound
Safe and sound


There's something you don't know
Right now, in this silent snow
There's thousand souls that lost their home
And walk all alone

But on this freezing night
Your kindness, your inner light
Will keep you warm and lead the way
For those lost out there

Snow is falling gently down
Slowly healing, softly lulling
All that was lost will be found
Will be found

Snow is coating frozen ground
Pain is fading, nightmares dulling
Snow will keep you safe and sound
Safe and sound


Snowflakes circle, up they fly
Right by your side through your journey
Fairytale yet to unwind
You'll be fine

Sun is rising in the sky
Night fades out into new morning
You're still breathing, you're alive
You're alive

You're still breathing, you're alive
You're alive