I Disappear EP

by Elow

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South African producer Elow's first album featuring Gumi.

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released May 10, 2018

music: Elow
cover art: Novokain

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Track Name: I Disappear
I'd like to apologize
I took the time
coz I was clinging to my life
I'd like to apologize
I hope the time
hasn't cleared me from your mind
I'd like to apologize
can we rewind
coz I was trying to not die
I'd like to apologize
I hope this song can make up for it all

I disappear when things aren't right
I disappear coz I can't fight
I disappear into the night
Into the night, into the night
I disappear when things aren't right
I disappear coz I can't fight
I disappear into the night
Into the night
night
night
night
night

I
lay here still alive
'tis for you and I
I breath

I disappear when things aren't right
I disappear coz I can't fight
I disappear into the night
Into the night, into the night
I disappear when things aren't right
I disappear coz I can't fight
I disappear into the night
Into the night
night
night
night
night
Track Name: Deja Vu
Why do I try
Forget it all
When it just flies
Into my head again

Don't let me see
It's hurting me
I watch my heart break again
Over and over and deja vu

Is this a game
Is this some sort of sham
When will I wake
When will I sieze to be

Please don't let me down whoa
I know you will
I watch my life end again
Over and Over and deja vu

Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
I watch my heart break again
Over and over and deja vu
I watch my life end again
Over and Over and deja vu

The words you say
don't bother me
I've felt your pain
over and over
These games you play
won't work again
I've felt your pain
over and over x2

Deja vu
Hurting me
Deja vu
lie to me
Deja vu
Breaking me
Deja vu
Burning me
Deja vu
Choking me
Deja vu
Stressing me
Deja vu
Deja vu
Deja vu
Deja vu

Why do I try
Forget it all
When it just flies
Into my head again

Don't let me see
It's hurting me
I watch my heart break again
Over and over and deja vu

Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
Over then over then over then over then
I watch my heart break again
Over and over and deja vu
I watch my life end again
Over and Over and deja vu

The words you say
don't bother me
I've felt your pain
over and over
These games you play
won't work again
I've felt your pain
over and over

Deja vu
Hurting me
Deja vu
lie to me
Deja vu
Breaking me
Deja vu
Burning me
Deja vu
Choking me
Deja vu
Stressing me
Deja vu
Deja vu
Deja vu
Deja vu
Track Name: Secret
I let my soul go
go through my windows
I let my soul go
go to my shadows


Growing up all the adults told me
and taught me
about the father, son and ghost holy
That my body is the temple of God
the one and only
Under siege so I should hold on to my rosary

They said to close my eyes and pray I carry on soldiering
I asked why not open eyes so I can see the threat closing in

I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest demons
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret
I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest emotions
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret

Burning bodies claw at my wall
a feeling of melancholy
upon my soul
the eyes of a twisted body
Burning bodies claw at my wall
a feeling of melancholy
upon my soul
the eyes of a twisted body

I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest demons
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret
I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest emotions
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret

Burning
Bodies
feeling
melancholy
I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest demons
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret
I let my soul go
go through my windows
exposing weakness and my deepest emotions
I let my soul go
go to my shadows
this is my deepest, deepest darkest secret
Track Name: Cupid's Journal
I Stand here
At a crossroad waiting to decide
If I'd ever make up
My indecisive mind

Hello Sir
Tell me whats that written in your book
Ha!
It says I fell deep
in love like 50 times

Mr Cupid Sir
tell me is that all that you could find
I need to know who I
will haunt till the end of time

Mr Cupid Sir
Tell me how could you be so absurd
I can't be hurt this bad
I'll wait till you decide

[ Bridge ]
Who tore my heart
and threw it down
Who took my love
Just tell me please
Who made me break
I need to know
Can't take no more
Just tell me please
I'm crying can you hear me
please mend me oh
please heal me
Who tore my heart
and threw it down
Who took my trust
Just tell me please
Who made me break
I need to know
Can't take no more
Just tell me please
I'm screaming can you hear me
please love me
please don't leave

[ Chorus ]
This is my fate I see
I will never love oh
tell me please
who stole my ability
to love completely
This is my destiny I see
I will never love oh
tell me please
who stole my ability
to love so freely

[ Bridge ]
Who tore my heart
and threw it down
Who took my love
Just tell me please
Who made me break
I need to know
Can't take no more
Just tell me please
I'm crying can you hear me
please mend me oh
please heal me
Who tore my heart
and threw it down
Who took my trust
Just tell me please
Who made me break
I need to know
Can't take no more
Just tell me please
I'm screaming can you hear me
please love me
please don't leave me
Track Name: Cinderella
Slowly we'll drift away
with each lie we say
we degrade
Slowly you'll walk away
with each wall we make
we deteriorate
They say the rain would wash away
all of the pain of yesterday
I'm here right now so why can't you be here
to give me my crown
This is the price I have to pay
no it's not fair for you to say
that I deserve this torture
why didn't you give me my crown
On My Cinderella Day


Slowly we'll hide in shame
with each step we take
we degrade
Slowly you'll be erased
Day by Day Day by Day
Memories will fade
They say the rain would wash away
all of the pain of yesterday
I'm here right now so why can't you be here
to give me my crown
This is the price I have to pay
no it's not fair for you to say
that I deserve this torture
why didn't you give me my crown
On My Cinderella Day

Slowly you'll be erased
Track Name: Eternity
I feel the wind and rain
Pouring down on the world
Watch as it pours on all
There is no way to cope
We should be dead by now
And yet we still can breathe
But can't you see that we
Are so close to death we bleed
This is the way it goes
One day we are heroes
The next we're enemies
There is no way to win
You love us for the now
But forgot us once you're done
This is no way to treat
The vocaloid that please your needs
You have to see the world the way that we do
Then you'll understand the pain we go through
I wish we had a chance to speak ourselves
Then maybe SeeU would sing away the pain
Is this my destiny x2
Will I live forever
Or will you discard me
Is this my destiny x2
Will I live forever
Or will you part with me

Help me I don't want to fade into a memory
I don't want to be left in your dreams
I want to live for eternity
Help me I don't want to fade into a memory
I don't want to be left in your dreams
I want to live for eternity